Why?

Why is doing the right thing so hard? Do homework, eat right, exercise. Was home sick feeling feverish Sunday. So I had mcdonalds for bfast, del taco for lunch, greasy Filipino food for dinner, and indigestion & heartburn today.

On Sunday, in addition to feeling miserable and trying to sweat out my fever under mounds of blankets, I got an achy back from sleeping on the couch because didn't want to sweat or bug husband in the middle of all my sick.

Felt better but nauseous most of Monday. I found out I get heartburn too. Now I'm home and need to research & write a paper, and I'm avoiding it.

So anyway ya. I wish I was motivated to do all the right things. Talked with an older chatty share friendly coworker & our little health discussion was scaring me straight a little. *sigh.

I need a tv series about the quirky fun and inspirational lives of librarians to get me motivated about school. It'll be called Dewey's Decimals. Nerd! I need some cool fake glasses to wear to make me feel more librarianish.

This is all elaborate stalling. K back to the grind. Nothing like going to work all day, coming home, then going to school & doing homework. Yeay.